You were
supposed to be here by now, loving me, taking care of me, dreaming and planning
a new whole life together. Kissing me like nobody else will ever do, making me
feel the most important person in the universe; promising me an imperfect world
full of adventures and risks, laughter and sickness, troubles and celebrations,
smiles and tears, hugs and kisses, happiness and infinite love.
You were
supposed to bring new experiences, new perspectives, new places to go, new
subjects to discuss, new things to ask and to be answered. You were
supposed to give me a new reason to breathe, a new way of dealing with
everything, a fresh start, a new melody to sing, a new verse to write, a new
story to be told, an endless love.
But I don’t
know why you were stolen from me before we officially met. I’ve been asking
myself why this happened to me. Why me, if I needed you so badly. You were like
a star in the darkest night, a beautiful light giving me the strength I needed
to keep breathing, to keep walking, to keep smiling.
I hope you
are fine wherever you are. I know you are in good hands now, it’s just I wanted
to see you at least for once, hold you in my arms, kiss you for good nights and
I also needed to say you will always be in my heart. No matter what, I will
never forget you darling and you will always be the love of my life…
Love,
mom
